I signed myself, Brooke and Ryan up for the donut run. I really don't want to run. They really don't want to run. But we want to do something with you, you know?

I'm still not ready to accept that you are not here. But I'm working hard to make sure the kids accept and understand it. When I mentioned that I'd running this race would be something you would really love ... they immediately agreed. They wanted to do it for you. And whether or not it's something I can handle (right now I honestly can't), I believe it's something they really need.

Now three reluctant runners need to start training :(